Addicted to Addicts

It’s seems I must be looking for love in people who can only save themselves
So the irony is to save myself, I have to know when to stop claiming that I’m trying to save so and so
I’ve had a gun pointed at my head trying to stop a drug addicted friend from going into the drug house; he didn’t stop or turn around once he saw the guy pointing the gun at my head.
Am I addicted to addicts because I didn’t get love
or does it matter?
As long as I see the patter and the problem and am willing to put an end to the madness